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I was born in Romania in the seventies and have lived here ever since. Hypersensitive as a child, easily hurt.Attracted to plants and animals from an eary age, contemplative and solitude loving. Loving..to tears..the heroical feeling..hating people who hurt other beings..Interested in girls and sex from as long as I can remember."in love" from kindergarten on..Longing for women and fusion with THE WOMAN..painfully intense.Dreaming..and losing energy..and matter..:(. Amplifying my sensuality till heaven/hell.. Sports, growing cacti, learning , Martial Arts..a bit..Feeling the Power,the Man inside..
Uncertain about life, God, where to go..what to do..Strong body...overreceptive soul.
At about 17 years I felt for the first time Spirituality..in Cristianism (repressing sexuality..no match..) At 19 (:d in a moment of not longing for women) I made love for the first time..and got read of the mind problems..Big milestone in my life.Then in time Reiki, qi gong, yoga (Sri Chinmoi..great..but sexual abstinence for life..no match...still a great temptation)

Yoga..wich integrates everything. Tantra yoga. Sex and Spirituality..the appearent incompatibility..resolved.through LOVE..
Knowledge..power, love..God..
Sexual continence ...a high goal. I see my shadows and demons..And my sword of light..Problems..and solving them. Faster and better!
Becoming a man..The Man..and becoming GOD...Leaving behind what separates me from Him..from My Self
I am here now...Growing..
Making mistakes..and learning.Burning the Karma :D

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